i'm scared.
i'm depressed.
i'm happy.
i'm delusional.
i'm everything at once and i'm not sure what to do with it.
right now i love life.
i'm happy right where i am, but speaking as a person who loses anything that i'm content with, i feel like it's all about to be taken away at any given moment.
i pray, i scream, i cry, i even thought about casting a spell even though i wouldn't know thing one about how to go about that.
i just want someone to tell me it's okay.
that it's all in my head and to stop worrying.
maybe i just need to go outside and enjoy the sun or whatever.
i'm going to need batteries and a new memory card for my camera.
yes.
let's go do that.
